Written from a dark place, on a dark day, from a dark perspective
A blanket of red fills mecovers my eyes, I can't see straight.My mind is consumedby the blackest of rage. I won't listen to reason,my fury ignites thepassion in my voice. Anger.Venom.I regret my words. You're hurt by mylack of control.I'm aware of your tears.It makes no difference. There is no stoppingas the level of my irerises. I can't stop.The devil lives in meand is winning. Stop! Don't speak!You'll only make ithurt more. Your words, meant to healonly cause more pain. Stay away! Leave me alone! I am not open to reasonI won't barter.My wrath knowsno bounds. I'm wrong, so verywrong.Forgive me, my love Help me! I need to bereleased from thebondage of mytemper. Hold me! Stop me from lashing out.Bind my arms so theycan't reach outwith malice. Help! Don't give up.I'm coming backfrom that dark placethat existsrarely. Forgive me.Love me. Please?