Epic Sigh or, This is how I feel about me

Here is my latest poem that I am willing to share. I wrote this after a session with my psychologist. No, she doesn't make me feel this way but she sure does make me think. And that is a good thing. Mostly. Please enjoy the poem.

Rod E Kok
January 28, 2019

I lack truth.

Seriously, I do not have

a clue.

Am I supposed to have

all my sh*t together?

Because I don't.

I don't even have sh*t,

never mind having it

together.

Insert an epic sigh

right here.

That is me,

evaluating.

Ruminating.

I do not like

the returns on this path.

I have been told

(yesterday even!)

that I am too hard

on myself.

Yeah, character flaw

and all those other

evaluative (judgmental)

adjectives.

I get it.

But seriously.

Am I really supposed to have

all my sh*t together?

Because I don't.

And probably never will.